St. Anthony of Mistakes

MIKKIMAUS.TUMBLR.COM

2011-06-30T12:46:00.000-07:00

3 years
every day
you did something
just to do it
because you didnt
want a brain
that was shit
well
now its time to change

post modern verse

Three years
Every day
Was something
Just to make it
You did not,
Want to brain
It was the shit
Also
Now it may be time to change.

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It could take your whole life

2011-06-29T11:30:00.000-07:00

The sound of it makes me sick

post modern verse

Tired of the sound of it

When they look at you that way

2011-06-29T00:15:00.000-07:00

how come some of this stuff is for you
and i cant have it

post modern verse

Why some of this stuff is for you.
And I cannot have it

Is that what made it beautiful

2011-06-25T19:58:00.000-07:00

The paleness
of her
allowed for
the color
to be found
in everything
around it

post modern verse

Pallor
Her
Allowed
Color
Be found
All
Around it

Theres more here then we thought

2011-06-23T11:42:00.000-07:00

but most of the time we dont see it

To know something is not always better

2011-06-21T22:40:00.000-07:00

But what other choice do you have

The Passing of a Vain Judgement

2011-06-20T19:40:00.000-07:00

its okay you will dress the way you do
so that it helps you
Ill look the way i do for the same reasons

post modern verse

Its fine the way you wear
It is to help you
For the same reason I saw the way the disease

When the coldness of reality sets in

2011-06-19T11:40:00.000-07:00

you can always warm your self
with the thoughts of how
pure you were before
it all happened

post modern verse

You can always warm your self
Have an idea of how
Pure, was before
It all happened

Missed connection

2011-06-18T10:59:00.000-07:00

Im sitting here
looking at you
and listening to you
but i still don't get it

post modern verse

Im sitting here
Look at you
Listen to yourself and
But I do not get it yet, please

Taking them some where or not

2011-06-17T11:00:00.000-07:00

yes i know
but there is so much more
that isnt nice
that i dont want you to know

post modern verse

Yes i know
However, not so much
It's not great
I know you want it

It's one of the reasons you are upset

2011-06-16T11:42:00.001-07:00

It's something you thought was real but it was not

post modern verse

It is thought this is real, it is not

Just another Day

2011-06-15T12:27:00.000-07:00

the sunlight feel in
and you didn't notice
because no one was
there to notice
with you

post modern verse

Sunlight and feel
And did not notice
Nobody I,
In order to build there
If you

What matters when death arrives either way

2011-06-14T22:19:00.000-07:00

this is very good
yes but it is not good for you

post modern verse

This is a very good
Yes, it is not good for you

The great mistake was thinking that they cared

2011-06-13T19:37:00.000-07:00

Don't worry about
showing your face anymore
every one is worried
what they look like more

post modern verse

Do not worry about
Show your face again
One person worried person
Than what they seem

Scared of Pleasure

2011-06-12T16:58:00.000-07:00

theres one their we each know
we have it weather we like it or not
and then so as to why should we
make that choice

post modern verse

theres one of us know each
We have weather like we do it
Why then do so, should we
Make that choice ...

Nothing can exist with out the use of another thing

2011-06-11T12:05:00.000-07:00

now you are tired from your marterisms
but for what hell did you prevent
making others in debted to your kindness

post modern verse

Now you're tired from marterisms
But what to do to prevent your
Your kindness to others to make debted

Its a type of short death

2011-06-10T14:33:00.000-07:00

Sleep now
its not so bad
the world doesn't
notice you enough
for your anxiety to be
vindicated

post modern verse

Not so bad
The world does not
Do you care
When your anxiety
Vindicated

A story some one forgot

2011-06-09T12:22:00.000-07:00

There was a guy who worked so hard for much
then a thing changed and all his work was forgotten
so he worked some more, then he died
and no one remembered
but what good is being remembered

post modern verse

Worked hard for many people was
After that, the work of all the changes had been forgotten
So after he died, he worked some more
And no one remembers
However, remember that what is good

Just look at it

2011-06-08T12:17:00.000-07:00

we were able to make anything
but look we made this

post modern verse

We were able to do?
However, as we have made this

The thing that made it hard was

2011-06-07T15:05:00.000-07:00

Even when you gave me what i wanted
i left because i thought i couldn't have it

post modern verse

I do what you want, even if I gave
Because I thought I might not have, and I left it

And it makes everything

2011-06-06T19:34:00.001-07:00

if it is cold it is frozen
if it is warm its is filled with disease

post modern verse

If it is cold, it has been frozen
If it is warm and filled with disease

I know that I knew that

2011-06-05T10:31:00.000-07:00

Do you wanna know whats in there
if you do youll soon stop being so
interested in it you know
that knowing means its
no longer of interest

post modern verse

The other side you have to know what
You will youll have to stop this immediately
You know it interested
Knowing means that the
No longer interested

It keeps just going away

2011-06-04T17:52:00.000-07:00

so thats it
now that most of the
color has been bled out
youll leave the
last bits like this

post modern verse

So thats it for
Now most of the
The colors are bleeding out
Youll be leaving
These last bits

The way it happens

2011-06-03T11:25:00.000-07:00

You waited for it
it did not come
there was a distraction
and then you went for
something else

post modern verse

You were waiting for it
It did not come
There was distraction
And you have done
Something

Consequences of a sense of Honesty

2011-06-02T11:56:00.000-07:00

that part of you is still under there
even when you don't wanna look at it
but that doesn't mean its not an illusion
in the first place

post modern verse

Still below that part of your
But you do not want to see it
However, it does mean that it is not an illusion
First

Dignity

2011-06-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

Hand it over
why did you take it from me
come on
I don't have much left

post modern verse

On the other hand, it is the
Why do not you take it from me
Come
I have not much left

The way in which she looked at their eyes

2011-05-31T10:30:00.000-07:00

"was she dead"
"well , yea basically"
"what did you do then?"
I dunno, what could I do?"

post modern verse

"She was dead. "
"Even Basically, no, "
"What you doing?"
What can I do, I do not know? "

Thats always there problem

2011-05-30T19:08:00.001-07:00

they look so perfect and delicious
then they are not good for you

post modern verse

They are so perfect and appetizing
Then they are not good for you

What were you going to say

2011-05-29T12:03:00.000-07:00

shut your mouth and
dont look around
anymore dont
you know every one
is thinkin that
everyone is thinkin
about them

post modern verse

Shut your mouth and down
Not around the face
Not anymore
Do you know a person
thinkin of is that
Everyone is thinkin
About them

The first one hit is the first one down

2011-05-28T13:19:00.000-07:00

they said stand up and fight
but you just laid there
why not
you can loose all again
your not the firs one

post modern verse

Their fight is up
But you put there
Why
You can lose everything again
Are you a massage

The vale of certainty

2011-05-27T11:50:00.000-07:00

each one was like that
they thought then knew
but also they were scared
and did not know as well

post modern verse

Each seemed
They knew we
In addition, they were scared
Lacking knowledge

Nothing does not have its simple purpose

2011-05-26T10:56:00.000-07:00

there are a couple of things here
one of them holds stuff inside
the other easily lets it self go

post modern verse

Here is a couple of things
Inside that holds any of those things
Another easy, you can go to self

The Real Reality is

2011-05-25T12:47:00.000-07:00

You don't wanna face it either huh,
because none of us really know what it is

post modern verse

You do not have to face it is not like either
I know what it is really none of our

Its not like I care

2011-05-24T22:32:00.000-07:00

talking about the ideas of it all
it became very emotional
this is what happens
when their is too much care

post modern verse

All talking about the idea
It was a very emotional
This is what happens
They pay much attention when

Judgment of the Others

2011-05-23T18:56:00.000-07:00

how nice it would be to be judged by the work of your hands
and not the nature of your face

post modern verse

It is the job of determining how nice your hands would be the following:
Instead of your face, naturally

A way not to see it

2011-05-22T12:01:00.000-07:00

Though we were standing eye to eye
he could not see past himself
to know how little he was
in a world so large

post modern verse

Stood, but our eyes eyes
He was referring to please his own past
How little he knows
Very large in the world

Ageless Transcendence

2011-05-21T12:27:00.000-07:00

the one thing you want is understanding
as if there was something so important
and solid that it was understandable

post modern verse

It is what you want to understand
As if there is something very important
It has a solid understanding

Goddess of what ever was left

2011-05-20T20:19:00.000-07:00

Each of them had a talent
how could one compare
only to do what
they didnt

post modern verse

Each had their talent
You can then compare how
Just what to do
They are the didnt

But there was so much more

2011-05-19T12:24:00.000-07:00

you can sleep now
you did enough

post modern sleep

Now you can sleep
You did well

In no relection of Kind

2011-05-18T19:23:00.000-07:00

you can kind of make it out
thats the way it is when its
for a lot of people
not quality

post modern verse

You can do that kind of
An thats how it is when
For many people
Quality

There is a war everyday

2011-05-17T22:45:00.000-07:00

and were all to busy not giving a shit to care

post modern verse

Do not give a shit all the busy mind

Theirs as well

2011-05-16T19:27:00.000-07:00

Its always not that far away
right there inside of you
and them but it seems
so different on the outside

First Acquisition

2011-05-15T12:29:00.001-07:00

She had all these things you thought you wanted
they were all over her
did you care they could just come right off
and you would have no idea what was under them

post modern verse

She had all those things you'd think
They made her the world
You did not mind that they just come off
And would have no idea what they were under

the weird thing about it

2011-05-14T18:46:00.000-07:00

is there is always some one who thinks
what the other is doing is better.

post modern verse

This is one of the few times that we
We recommend doing something else

A thought Together

2011-05-13T11:22:00.000-07:00

did you do all you wanted to do
where you there for them
is it like you will miss
anything

post modern verse

What all you wanted to do
For them where
It is like you will miss
What

Consumed by the other

2011-05-12T11:21:00.000-07:00

It happened to each of us
that moment where
you wanted to be
right, but right then
your left with out
a choice

post modern verse

It happened to each of us
In this moment
You wanted to be
Right, right-click
Left out
Select

More then what you thought when you saw nothing

2011-05-11T13:33:00.000-07:00

even something of darkness
can help another thing grow more

post modern verse

Something dark
Second, you can grow more

Wait

2011-04-30T10:40:00.000-07:00

im in london, so i will do this thing again when i get back in like a weeks

A travel

2011-04-29T12:42:00.000-07:00

Going to the other one
were they were before
hope it all works well

post modern verse

Go to any other
They had been before
It is hoped that all work well

They want you to know

2011-04-28T14:40:00.000-07:00

they all liked you
but you thought
of other things
didnt you
and it did not help

post modern verse

They love you
But you think
Other things
Are you a didnt
It did not help

It starts it and ends it

2011-04-27T18:10:00.000-07:00

was it a trapped feeling then
even though everything was
good and easy and there
you still had a trapped
feeling

post moderen verse

It was felt trapped
Also, everything was
Nice and easy, and there
You were still trapped
Feel

With a change with inside

2011-04-26T15:02:00.000-07:00

its true that each of us want something
and that something is wanted from us

post modern verse

Wants each of us what its true
Has been demanded from us that something

There is an area with places

2011-04-25T18:52:00.000-07:00

there is enough for each of us
and yet were always worried
nothing is left

post modern verse

Sufficient for each of us
And always was worried
Have nothing left

Philosophical Entrapment

2011-04-24T10:53:00.000-07:00

It was clear
that it was unclear
to clear up
what needed to be made
more clear

post modern verse

It became clear
It is unknown
Clarify
I need to be made
More specifically

Small Change

2011-04-23T17:14:00.000-07:00

they can give you one thing
to change the other thing
which will make so of it
change for a little

post modern verse

They can give you one
To change other things
So do both
Small change

TONIGHT!

2011-04-22T11:21:00.001-07:00

Called out

2011-04-22T11:17:00.000-07:00

You call me out there
I keep trying to stay here
theres something good
about that
but what about just
getting out and stopping
it quickly

post modern verse

Call me there
Trying to keep my stay here
theres something good
About it
But only if
Stop out
It soon

Sleep Paralysis

2011-04-21T18:16:00.000-07:00

For a long time people
thought they had
things wrong with them
then they found out
it wasnt true
and some people still
believed it

post modern verse

For a long time people
They thought
Wrong things
They found
It wasn't true
Some people still
Believe it

Other Parts

2011-04-20T19:35:00.000-07:00

taking out the part
when you must work
that is not working well
is still part of the work

post modern verse

Remove part of
When you have to work
It also does not work
It is still part of the job

You know what they say about Life

2011-04-19T23:12:00.000-07:00

No one gets out alive

(dedicated to Karl)

post modern verse

Get everyone to live

Things that stay wrong

2011-04-18T18:58:00.000-07:00

look I usually don't like this kinda shit
but i mean, fuck i have been wrong
about so many things.
why should still be so hard headed

post modern verse

I do not like this little shit is not usually seen
However, I average the fuck I was wrong
A lot about.
Why, you still have to work hard towards hands

Looking for it

2011-04-17T11:43:00.000-07:00

seeing the trees for the forest
as there is of it
know that
there is still parts
that are not seen

post modern verse

Forest for the tree
As there is
You know
There are still parts
I have never seen

It is another one

2011-04-16T20:01:00.000-07:00

It was just one thing
but it was worth noticing

post modern verse

It was only one
But it was worth noticing

The aging of not just vision

2011-04-15T18:28:00.000-07:00

You can notice when they stop looking
your forgotten right in front of their face
when your there too much its like
your never there.

post modern verse

You can notice them when you stop looking
Right in front of my face to remember
So even when such
Have you.

In where you are

2011-04-14T17:37:00.000-07:00

its not as glamorous
as you wish it to be
of course
no one ever thinks it is
more is more because
there is always more
so allow what you
have to be nothing
more

post modern verse

So attractive that
As you want it
Course
Nobody believes that
For details, multiple causes
No more than usual
So what to allow
Need to do anything.
More

few who have

2011-04-13T19:07:00.000-07:00

so soft and clean
its not the same
for all
yet sure
they feel its
something
missing

post modern verse

So soft, clean
The same as
All
Still make
They feel
Something
Missing

a placement, something that could not be

2011-04-12T23:49:00.000-07:00

There is maybe something there
infront of what you dont see
its another thing like the last one
but maybe also you will see
the difference this time

post modern verse

Maybe something there is no
Please refer to things in front of you dont
As the last one, and another that
But then again, maybe displayed.
The difference is of maybe this time

Another one of the girls

2011-04-11T20:57:00.000-07:00

she seemed so nice
and yet so sad
who minded
if she sat next to you though

post modern verse

I think she is so nice
And so sad
Sympathy
If she was sitting next to you,

The last time you were left alone

2011-04-10T22:31:00.000-07:00

piss all over the place
jerk off three times in a row
fight with your repressed passion
all of them, even the ones you like
fuck off who gives a shit asshole
you fucking make mistakes to dickhead
fuck that shit
then when your not alone
someone sees you at the human places
grocery store, gas station
and shyly tell them you have not
been up to much and give
the soft laugh ment to avoid
but rather induces the uncomfortableness

post modern verse

Piss all over the place
Masterbate three times in succession
The oppressed and fight your passion
You like, including all of those things
Give a shit bastard
Are you fucking stupid bastard made a mistake
Fuck that shit
At that time no one who
When you look someone in the human
Grocery stores, gas stations
And ashamed to tell it is not
That much is up
To avoid soft laughter
Rather than to induce a feeling of strangeness

adversities forlorn face

2011-04-09T22:28:00.000-07:00

its harder to do something
then to just be there
an awkward hand movement
that all the young men know
they learned to impress her
and now she learns to
impress upon them
not knowing
that it is so fleeting

post modern verse

Its hard to do anything
And right there
Awkward hand movements
All young people know
They learned to impress her
And now she is learning to
Impression of them
Know
That is so fleeting

Did you get stressed doing something today?

2011-04-08T19:30:00.000-07:00

is it just me
or does everyone
dream of giving up
on all their life shit
and living out of
their car, in the
ideology of freedom
but really so you
will know exactly
what will happen
everyday

post modern verse

It is just me
Or nobody
Dream of giving up
All life is shit
And lives
My car,
Ideology of freedom
But you really
Know exactly
What happens
Daily

They all wanted something a little differnt then what they had

2011-04-07T19:29:00.000-07:00

A cleaner voice
A softer blow
A shining subtle
And all the other
things that are
thought to have
existed

post modern verse

Cleaner Voice
Soft blow
subtle
All other
It is
Believed that
There

Summoner

2011-04-06T18:28:00.000-07:00

Bewitching enchantress
leaving you lost
in your own place
small and yet
enormous
when it comes
to fears

post modern verse

Bewitching fascinating
You still lost
Your own place
Compact yet
Huge
When it comes
Worried

What else is there

2011-04-05T20:36:00.000-07:00

the acquirer only has what they acquired

post modern verse

The acquisition will have acquired their

When nothing was sacred anymore

2011-04-04T19:22:00.000-07:00

It all be came jokes

post modern verse

This included all the jokes

The Idea of Selfish Action

2011-04-03T09:56:00.000-07:00

All the gluttons were there
for the shit they did

Visiting the Ocean with Your Father

2011-04-02T22:38:00.000-07:00

Walking over towards the restroom
where the teenagers hang out
they whispered during an approach
then spoke to you
"Hey, you look like you drink"

you smiled shyly and replied

"oh uh yea haha"
still unsure if they wanted to befriend
or offend you

"Yea? Ha, You wanna do a shot then? haha"
they spoke again

"oh uh nah im cool man"
you said

"OH YEA well wanna smoke some weed then?"

"ah nah haha sorry"

in the bathroom your nervous you can't piss
are they still gunna be there when you leave?
are you taking to long is that weird?
you dont really care they will see you two together
but the thought still crosses your mind

what the fuck is this shit

post modern verse

Walk toward the bathroom
Teenagers hang out
They whispered in the approaches.
Then I talked to
"Ninee you to drink, to watch it."

You smiled coyly replied.

"Oh, uh yea mother"
If they want to get along yet unknown
Or offend you

"Yeah? Ha, then, do you want to do the shooting? Lol"
They spoke

"Oh, uh Nah man"
You said

"Oh yea I suck if some weed?"

"Oh no I'm sorry lol"

Your nerves in the bathroom, you can not piss
They are gonna be there when you come yet?
How strange that you are taking too long?
You really, they are displayed together with the two. Care
However, the thought crosses your mind yet

What the fuck is this shit

casualties of frail intimacy

2011-04-01T18:18:00.000-07:00

still after showing my all you got
ill leave this peacocking
and suit of armor
between us

post modern verse

After viewing the still, you will all
This sick leave peacocking
Suit of armor

Fighting the Endless War

2011-03-31T19:05:00.000-07:00

Seems the wrong time to throw the book at them

Another day of things

2011-03-30T23:42:00.000-07:00

Does that seem so easy
it is not

As so you can say it

2011-03-29T23:05:00.000-07:00

do live easily?
well why not

post modern verse

Do you live easy?
Also why

Of Cloth or Strength

2011-03-28T19:52:00.000-07:00

They are made for the resting eyes
of what will not notice them

post modern verse

Their eyes are made off
They do not realize that

Responding with out definition

2011-03-27T19:10:00.000-07:00

the sighing of small birds
convince one of the
idea that they are helpless
even though we can not
know what they
are saying

post modern verse

Birds sigh
Convince one of
The idea is that the powerless
Even though we can not
They know that
Says

A sight for soar eyes

2011-03-26T09:50:00.000-07:00

its barely recognizable
and yet you still remember it

A strong quick change

2011-03-25T13:26:00.000-07:00

I was suppose to be there with you
but you were broken and it wasn't known
now i can not meet you.
but maybe later

post modern verse

I'm with you there is the assumption that
But you were broken, it was unknown
Now I can not meet you.
But maybe later

The Life of the Other

2011-03-24T09:58:00.000-07:00

yellow light
kind smile
waiting

In the cold and dark

2011-03-23T18:51:00.000-07:00

It is dark and cold
which means maybe you
didnt wanna do anything
but you still have to do something

post modern verse

It is dark and cold
This means that you may
Want to do something for didnt
But you still need to do something

Self with others and Interferance

2011-03-22T23:24:00.000-07:00

hurtful comment
reactionary defense
deflated pride

post modern verse

Comments dangerous
Defense reaction
Pride in contractions

The Witches General

2011-03-21T19:01:00.000-07:00

She the spell caster
who give so to all
a purity untainted
lays down against
our sins of
uncomfortableness
and wages war
with the trivial

Post modern verse

Her spell caster
Who gives to all
Pure untainted
To abandon
Our sins
Uncomfortable feeling
Wage war
And trivial

Intellectual Developments

2011-03-20T18:57:00.000-07:00

sit in the dark like an asshole
have thoughts that you know stuff
those guys don't know
but all any of us know
is what thats like

Post modern verse

Among them, such as dark asshole
You have to know what you think
To people who do not know
But every one knows us
thats what is it

Time Off

2011-03-19T10:55:00.000-07:00

oh its cold and you do not want to see them
so you lay in poor wait
yes i see what else can you do

post modern verse

Oh, and cold, you do not want them
So the poor ambush
Yes I can do anything for you, please refer to the other

Who watches for you

2011-03-18T12:12:00.000-07:00

tormented of sleep
left as the restless
unsafe even then
with out a moment
of it leaving you alone

post modern verse

Bullying Sleep
Remains a restless
Even dangerous,
From now on
You just leave it

An internalized dialog

2011-03-17T19:11:00.000-07:00

"why do you have all this weird shit? "

"its how I convince every one im interesting"

"That doesnt seem very interesting..."

post modern verse

"Why do you, do you have all this weird shit?"

"The one person to convince me that IM is an interesting way"

"It seems very interesting doesnt of ..."

It Never matters how you want it

2011-03-16T20:09:00.000-07:00

Try to give into it
turns around
has nothing to do with you
or with anything
stop being so selfish

post modern verse

Please, as in the
Turn
You have nothing to do with
Or something
Selfish to stop

Is this the life that you wanted

2011-03-15T19:36:00.000-07:00

Does it matter either way

post modern verse

Not a problem either way it is

A Catastrophe with out Control

2011-03-14T19:06:00.000-07:00

though its aloud to be terrible
its terrible to let it be so

Advisory Set for Irrationality

2011-03-13T11:21:00.000-07:00

Take it down a notch
its not like anyone
is in charge of this shit

post modern verse

Shoot it a notch
People are not so
It is responsible for this shit

It was not there but was

2011-03-12T12:03:00.001-08:00

a pale moon essence
allows for nightful thoughts
that lead to dreamlike beliefs
that like dreams are not for
fruition

post modern verse

Nature of the hazy moon
You can think nightful
Like a dream that leads to conviction
It is not like for a dream
Fruit

A held up Candle

2011-03-11T11:39:00.000-08:00

surrounded by the idea of
what he thought they should be
all things seem to not stand up to your idea of them
once you notice that each thing has a small flaw
as you do

post modern verse

Surrounded by the idea
They thought that what he
Everything you think these will seem intolerable
Once each thing, notice the small flaws
Like You

Another Spectacle

2011-03-10T11:24:00.000-08:00

there was something they could watch
they watched it until it ended
then returned home

post modern verse

Something you can see they had
Until it is finished, they look at it
Then return