Freudian Slip

The child always wants the father dead
but when he learns to for humans too loose
is stronger then all the wealth available
her mourning tears will never get him
the attention he desires

post modern verse

Child's father always death
However, for people to learn that he is too slow
The strong, all wealth is available
Her tears of grief he's never
His desire for attention

A small desire to weaking a larger one

who can blame man for his desire of small pleasure
when one works till hands callous and hair grays
Constantly trying to keep a dying love
and now close to death
let him have

post modern verse

You can blame the man who desires to own a small pleasure
Insensitive to the gray hair to work with one hand
You always try to keep the love of death
Now close to death
Give him that

The worst thought of an Existentialist

Nietzsche's cosmic dance made him sick
he only wanted on thing that was not a joke

The Black stigma of Desire

give not me your fruit
for they have fallen from purity
and I in myself only want whats
unattainable in innocence and experience
this for this i will have nothing except
for the self I do not want

post modern verse

I'm not giving you the fruit
To have fallen from a high purity
Thank and I have only yourself! I
Innocence and experience is unachievable
This book i have nothing other than
I do not want to self -

Virtue of left passions

young sleep you need for your youth
but what will you miss when you
spend this time away from what
to do, it is nothing more then
the nothing that is.

post modern verse

Young people need sleep for your young
However, when you will miss what
For taking this time away from
To do, if nothing more than
In other words, nothing.

The Grandfather with out Children

"Oh God" he cried
into his old soft hands
never calloused by
the fact he never
used them
to do anything

post modern verse

"Oh God," he cried.
The hands of his old soft where
Is not that tight
He never actually
Use them
Do something

To Hand it Over Peacefully

He was hooked on her, sense the first day.
something about the way that she learned how to live
with out what he once found to be the only things to live for
the power to hold handle and hurt at the will of human command.
But now he saw that what he once found so dear, and mocked others
in for their lack of appreciation of it, was no longer the only way
in which to live well.

Life slowly withering

the gates of virginity were once a private and cherished piece
but with all things, when the time and the up keep being a nuisance
the frail away, to be loved in a new way.

post modern verse

fter the gates of the Virgin, an important part of the private sector and
However, when all things, time and maintaining a public nuisance
Off weak, and be loved in new ways.

On what you do

Some men bite off more then they can chew
it doesnt always choke them to death
once they learn to swallow

Other men cry deep into the night
Never able to see past their tears

post modern verse

Bite bite them that some men who
It doesn't always choke to death
Learn to swallow at once

Cry others deep into the night
Their tears never to see the past


(soon i shall return)

Courtship

they lied to each other to get closer
to the person they were with
so perhaps one day they could
learn to not lie

This is Fuck Wave

I have a tour coming up with my band Mikki & the Mauses
tonight we have our first show at The Smell and VHS Release

10 The smell VHS RELEASE, START OF TOUR
11 Sacramento
12 Oakland Apgar House Party
13 Oakland Terminal
14 Portland The Twilight Cafe portland
15 Seattle The bit saloon
15 Seattle The Anne Bonny (Day show)
16 Santa Rosa The New Collage Space w/ The girl with Violent Arms
17 off ?
18 Echo Park bixe house w/ Not the Government
19 san deigo / phonix
20 tucson Dry River w/ Wolves
21 day off
22 palm springs w/ Not the Government
23 off (recoding deracine)
24 off (..recordingderaci..ne)
25 LB any ideas?
26 LA women house

ill do my best to update everyday

The first layer is concealer

the beautiful innocence slipped away
something needed to be applied with age
to make-up what was not being
broken by the world.

post modern verse

Beautiful retreat away from the innocent
Be applied to what age
Something that is not
Broken world.

Young Contemplation

It is lifes nature
to take one
in pleasure
and in pain
like young
love that
soon spills


post modern verse

This is the nature of still life
to
Joy
And pain
As young
Love,
Drain immediately

In Full Exposure to Pleasure

they danced their gluttons life
into a state of permanent
dissatisfaction

A Service to the Community

Today, leaving the airport
asking for help
the bus drive rolled his eyes
like i an idiot. Internally
I responded " your the one
whos a fucking shuttle bus driver"

Its like that, that teaches me as to
why life is unbearable and as my
sympathies grew for this man

he closed the door yelling the words
"Fucking faggot!" with true contempt

a infestation of insults barraged my head
Dialogs where i convince him to kill himself
Taking down his lic. # and getting him fired

Leaving me now torn at the worst
part of being a human
I want to forgive him
while making him suffer
I want to empathize
while like a transvestite
ghost of Christmas pass
I expose him to his
eternal worthlessness

yet all i do
is what the horrible
interaction
over and over

post modern verse

Today, leaving the airport
For help
His eyes rolled to drive a bus
Fool like me. Inside
I said, "You drive the worthless shuttle
service" leaves little finger

Means that, like so tell
Why life is unbearable and as I
Sympathy, the growth rate of this man

He closed the door, shouting the words
"fucking faggot!" True and contempt

Barraged insulting invasion of my head
In the dialog box, I will persuade him to commit suicide
He's taken the lic. # And get him fired
torn me worst
Part of the human
I decide to forgive him
However, he may suffer
endlessly in my desire
I sympathize
Like a transvestite in
Ghost of Christmas passed
I released him to his
Eternal boredom

Yet all i do
What is frightening
Interaction
Repeat

Fortune of Cruel Animal with Sympathy

eat all you want
vicious swine
gluttons pig
and know that
the venom will
infect you
if you
perform like
this

post modern

verse


Eat all you want
Bad pork
gluttons pigs
Know that
Will poison
Infect your
If
Run as
This

(Tommarow will be the first day I miss on this blog in more then year because I will be
reading poetry in Seattle Bumbershoot)

What defeats Victory

man has always held down man
in a struggle for life and to win
but that is a fleeting resolution
for after he lets t
he defeated man
alone again
he too is
alone

post modern verse

The man pulled the man that always
To win the struggle for life
Soon after that solution but not
After, he can t
He is a man defeated
Not one of the other
He also
Alone


(also Sunday ill be reading poems at bumble fest in Seattle if your in the area)

The hunting technique of feral wolves

Death in circles us with its
tyrant friend time

post modern verse

Death of our calm is
Time friend of the tyrant

The Love of an jaded Innocent

that which we love
is something that we do
not know

The looking Glass has only one aperture

layed upon into the world of alice
you think of this story
but its just the idea of one man
whos idea fits an imagination
but has no democracy

post modern verse

Laid down in the world of Alice
Given this story
However, one man's ideas simply
Meet the ball leaves the imagination of
Democracy is not